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So last night was terrible but after having slept it off and waking up to a new day, I feel so much better. Maybe it was just that sleep I needed, for these past few weeks have treated me like a slave. I regret some of my actions but you know how it is. When you are emotionally occupied, you just do things, without thinking.

Throughout the course of yesterday and today, I learned a few things.

1. You wish some people understood the reasons behind your actions more. Because sometimes it hurts them, but what they don’t realize is perhaps you’ve done what you did because they might have hurt you first. That it can be also be their fault and not just yours.

2. That if we just spent just a little time saying ‘thank you’ for what we do have, we won’t have so mych time to dwell on what we lack.
3. You always do a little growing up everytime you do a little letting go.

4. That there are some things we really just have to let go of and there is life after we think is huge loss. We think we can’t survive some things, but we do.

5. Unexpected events would occur that would make us realize we still have have lots of growing-up to do.

Sigh. I need a break.

If only..

If I only I could turn back time, there would have been some very significant changes in my life if time travel and reality alteration was possible. I would avoid meeting some people who made the mistake of making my life difficult, I would have done some stuff in a more thoughtful manner which would have made my life a bit easier.

But then again…

I would not be me now if I could change the way I did things in the past.

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I hate it. Classes are suspended for the whole week. It makes me feel queasy. Jeez.

1st post.

Cheerio. I just felt like pouring down my thoughts today so I made a blog. So I guess, I’ll be updating this blog from time to time.

Well,  that’s all for now. Ciao.